Coming to America – a poem
Gravity-
gravity
brought my great-grandfather
to this country.
It was my great-grandmother’s
will, she who wrestled the moon
changing tides, disturbing orbits.
She brought him to America,
and yet he never left Germany
And became a suit in a chair.
A shadow against a wall.
When everyone was gone,
he’d walk, walk the Platte River,
past the smelters and the
Rendering plant. Past the
Meat packing plant, and railyard.
Remembering his walks in Germany,
Past the Oestricher Kran, on
the Rhine or Brentanohaus Garden:
thinking of Goethe.
At home he would smoke
cigar after cigar and exhale
great clouds of regret.
He never learned English,
refusing to speak at all. Sitting
In silence, his family a congregation
Of ghosts – living without him.
He’d sit for hours reading Zweig
Reding Stadler.
It was 1932 and he was at war
before the war to come.
At war with my great-grandmother
his cigar, always burning.
There would be no surrender,
not until 1939 that cold winter night,
when his last cigar went cold
and no one
noticed
he had died.
Victory at last!


